I watched wrestling last night wit the guys, and was introduced to a new philosophy: GMSI. For short, GMSI is short for “get my shit in”, and in a wrestling context, I’d assume it would involve making sure all of one’s spots are included in the match, hopefully resulting in a victory. Thank you, Brian Cage-Taylor, for that incongruent line of thinking that makes indy wrestling enjoyable. Wrestling has been at a high point lately, which makes me smile. I’m not going to say that being a wrestling fan isn’t problematic, but sometimes, it gets hard justifying what happens as normal entertainment.

School starts in a matter of days (or a month, give or take). I’m not necessarily excited to return, but the last chapter has to proceed with a bang, and I did sign a contract. Am I curious to know what school will be like this time around? Nope, not at all. I want this last year to be effortless, painless, and swift, sort of like a routine extraction at the dentist.

As for me, I’ve had difficulty adjusting to what seems to be the idea that I might just not find anyone else. I’ve been hearing “you’re young”, “she’s out there”, and other such nonsense. Truth is, I’m pissed that I haven’t gotten what should’ve been my birthright. Arrogant to say, but I can’t seem to understand how I haven’t been able to get what I want the most while getting everything else. Two months in seclusion should probably merit some answers, if not a restoration of my ego.

Current Track – Pete Yorn “Lose You”